still arghhhhhhh... im not trying to forget him... i just cannot do that....i think better i look at the positive... the way i just throw the feeling is wrong... i just should face everything in front of me... i think i just can't face if him hav somebody next 2 or 3 years then im still hope that he will choose me... hmmm wat eva it is he still the one i love.. i know he not love me... better i just love him the way i love is wrong never mind... The One knows how much i love him..
n i will gv my destiny to THe one to choose who is the best for me.... i don't have the power to think of everythg... huhuhu.....
i let him go to gv him the space to Think!
if him sincere to be a friend he will stop me... n if he love me he will try to make u understand about his situation...
and he never stop me...!!!
my love is for him but not for him to get the love... if one day he want me back.. i'll never gv dis love... he not deserve me... no one deserve me... im not trying to show the people im good or wat... just i don't find the one who is the right for me... he complete me that day... he just...im not blame him but i just hate him as much i love him...
n the second thing
i just wanna set the goal of my life to be an engineer n to be successful..
i don't wanna my feeling will destroy me... this puppy love... owh just a small thing.. but he just like a stain that very hard to be clean but i'll try to remove it slowly... n lastly it will disappear without i realize the stain is already gone...
selamat mlm sayang..
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