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i'm a wired girl

still arghhhhhhh... im not trying to forget him... i just cannot do that....i think better i look at the positive... the way i just throw the feeling is wrong... i just should face everything in front of me... i think i just can't face if him hav somebody next 2 or 3 years then im still hope that he will choose me... hmmm wat eva it is he still the one i love.. i know he not love me... better i just love him the way i love is wrong never mind... The One knows how much i love him..

n i will gv my destiny to THe one to choose who is the best for me.... i don't have the power to think of everythg... huhuhu.....

i let him go to gv him the space to Think!
if him sincere to be a friend he will stop me... n if he love me he will try to make u understand about his situation...
and he never stop me...!!!
my love is for him but not for him to get the love... if one day he want me back.. i'll never gv dis love... he not deserve me... no one deserve me... im not trying to show the people im good or wat... just i don't find the one who is the right for me... he complete me that day... he just...im not blame him but i just hate him as much i love him...

n the second thing

i just wanna set the goal of my life to be an engineer n to be successful..
i don't wanna my feeling will destroy me... this puppy love... owh just a small thing.. but he just like a stain that very hard to be clean but i'll try to remove it slowly... n lastly it will disappear without i realize the stain is already gone...

selamat mlm sayang..

i like la!!!!

heeee kebetulan ke.. hmmm entah

hehehe ak jumpe dak bju purple 2 times first at rhb bank and other d hospital pakar,mule2 x perasan aih mcm nah nmpak heee... cmel gak... aih gelak satu hari hehehe
satu kebetulan yang jarang berlaku...

wlpun x berkenalan a least ade la smthg fun asyik kerja then balik umah tdo.. x sempat cuti nie nak p watching movie...

saye amat bosan... fb i think better i stop... suddenly i feel that i have no friend... y ha people time kte jatuh x pernah satu pown nak dekat ngan kte then ble kte berjaye smua rebut2 nak kwn ngan kte... ak nak jdikan yg x ramai knal ak tu bangge ble dengar name ak, dan berkate nie la kawan saye...

aku perlu mula... mgkn tiada siapa mahu bce blog ak.. bygkan suatu hari peoples want to know u then many people will open ur blog....

sekarang nie mungkin tiada siapa knal name aku FARAH SYAHIDA BT MOHAMAD.

cinta
dia tinggal aku bersebab.. if u read this may b it ten years its already past... im not very upset wat u do to me.. im upset with myself y im still want to gv my love 2 u.. just jgn muncul dalam hidup ak lagi.. aku sgt bodo kenapa aku terima kau then ak bawa kau jumpe fmily ak.. ak tertipu dgn wajah kacak kau tu... mgkn skrg ramai mahukan kau disebabkan hang kacak ke... if anythg happen to u... u will see who is always beside u... u already lose me but i thing it is not the big thing right.. mgkn kau blum sedar dari lena yg sgt pnjg... aku tau kau tau keperitan lebih dr ak...

harap kau jgn muncul dlm idup ak lg... geram y dulu blum ku balas... if im that very bad girl i'll slap u with all my heart coz u such a liar....
that is the end of u...

dia:aku dah ucap sayonara da...

purpose:hope that i'm not stick on him... i will
2. dun want to b ss coz im not really like him but just dun want be friend with him tkt pisang berbuah dua kali la...
3. spy dier cari org lain sln ku... hehehehhe... coz enth cari je la.. since dier dh tggl ak dulu.. wat pe nak cari ak lg... if ade jodoh... not anymore...
4.supaya ak single sepenuhnya... dan di sekeliling ku hanya rakan2..
5. but aku rase very empty right now... dun know to whom i want to speak to...very miss someone.. not him.. but to somebody that cares about me... he will listen to me with all his heart.. he such a gud listener.. but we r not destined to be together.. hope in another lives k... wateva i said before hope u forgive me... be happy k... im happy since u r happy....
6.ak rase sgt bersalah kerana perbuatan ku dlm mase 1 taun setengah nie.... rndu... Ya Allah ampunkan dosa ku...
7. im lost... its not the specific answer... but im always blaming someone else.. i know that...
8.i want to make my day better for days is going..
9.nak lupekan smua masalah... cinta akan ku tinggalkan sementara...
10.x usah cari aku lg... coz wat i said im just want to know how u will treat me... its look like im just nothing to u... u r not sincere so... (im blame u)sorry 4 that... just hope u not call me anymore... buat macam kte x pnah knal sepanjg hayat kte.. for wat i did to u just ihsan from me to who im really respect to.. thankss...

kadang... aku...

kadang aku rase tertipu...
kadang aku rase ape kau katakan adalah untuk ku,
kadang aku benci,
kadang aku sayang,
kadang aku x mahu,
kadang aku mahu,
kadang aku rase kau bkn untuk ak,
kadang aku mahu buat istakharah,
kadang aku ak rase x perlu kerna aku belum bersedia,
kadang aku rase kenape ko gatal sgt haaa...,
kadang aku nak sgt jd mcm ko.. ko x ksh... buat x tau je,
kadang aku rase aku tak perlu ade teman sbb aku x rase kebaikan dia ade dcc ku,
kadang aku rase baik aku sendiri.( sedih dan hampa aku x mahu lg aku serik aku tkt.. cukuplah...)

aku mahu buat berbandingan... supaya ianya mengingati aku serta sahabatku...

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di malaysia
ko puas ko buang.... ko tak nak jage, sebab malukan... kenape sebelum berlaku ko tak pkir malu.... sebab ko selesaije ko rase puaskan... tp sementara kan... dan ko teruskan berkali2 sampai ko tak sedar akhirnya ianya mengundang masalah.... ko mengandung... smp 9 bln ko gelisah... kemana ko nak campak bayi tu.... akhirnya tempat plg strateegik ditepi longkang ,jalan, sialnye ko.... ko buat dosa sumbang mahram kemudian ko membunuh pula.. jika ditakdirkan tuhan ko x dpt mengandung lagi ape ko akan lakukan.... menyesal x sudah... tiada siapa nak doakan ko nnt.... ank yang ko kandung ko buanng cam smp.... x kesian ke????? memang ko xde perasaan ko kejam dr binatang... binatang yang x berakal tu x sekejam ko...!!

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