i know u somewhere

hehehe

i should never trust u again.. and still u still cheating on me... u the only guy teach me to be lost in world... and u always talk nice and sweet words... and i the foll girl who's going to trust all the words that just came out from ur mouth.... how great that feeling...

and sometime think that without u or another man i'm still can get through this life... my life not only demanding on ur love... nice to feel but never last foreva....

u just broke my heart... when i'm trying to know u and try to stand by ur side i will never stand with a long time... u never give me a hand to made me stand by u

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inginku berjalan melangkah bersama-sama indah kata hati dan cinta yang benar kerana Mu, tp apa yang aku jumpa kata cinta yg aku rasa smuanya sampah.. apa yg aku mahu bukan ini... aku mahukan hati kau dan aku menghormati aku dan kau.. sgguh ikhlas tanpa unsur kau mahu aku kerna sbb aku itu atau ini kerna aku ada kau aku lengkap aku rasa kau dapat menjaga aku ketika kta sama2 tidak mampu untuk berjalan dan kau tetap manis walaupun kulit mu berkedut seribu sekalipun...

aku tahu kau manis aku tahu kau ada... aku tahu jika tak dpertemukan waktu ini... ak akan menunnggu mu Di sana.... kta2 sama2 berjuang yea syg untuk ke sana... tgu aku di sana.. takkan aku biarkan diri ini dimiliki dengan seorang llk bertopengkan syaitan...
akan ku jaga dan hormati hati dan cinta kita berdua... ssghnya Allah sdg melihat betapa jujurnya kau dan aku untuk dimiliki.... ujian sentiasa ada dlm hidup ini semoga kta sama2 cekal dalam hdp ini.. menjadi seorang yg cemerlang dlm hdp the higher u can ever achieved is the best u can do!!!! don't ever give the limit... try the best sayang...

u know i will be there for you... and i will be the best person that i ever dreamed of... a successful woman...

Hope Allah already set a date for us to know and meet each other... i will wait until u give the same sign to me... Berdoalah dan never turn back... what past is past...

and my past is the lessons that teach me to be more careful, never easily trust a man the more i can trust you...

Love you... and i will wrote this until i finally met u... and i want u to read this when the time has come..

change the direction...

start to write more story about my self in a short story i think... how my life is and the challenge i have went through...

hmm so that all that i can still remember till forever and u all will know how my life is.. and i try to control in my own way till i'm strong enough to walk and talk.. start when the way i'm thinking is totally lost i'm still searching what is the real me and what is the purpose as a human...

haaa... sayur ape yg plg best lam dunia???? ape bende yg anda plg impikan untuk lkkn...???anda berada dipuncak banjaran titiwangsa, apa anda akan buat jika anda tetiba dikejar seekor beruang??? satu g... bunga apakah yg plg sweet!!! haha slmt mencuba :)

haaa... sayur ape yg plg best lam dunia???? ape bende yg anda plg impikan untuk lkkn...???anda berada dipuncak banjaran titiwangsa, apa anda akan buat jika anda tetiba dikejar seekor beruang??? satu g... bunga apakah yg plg sweet!!! haha slmt mencuba :)

Answer here

hati fragile!!!!!!!!

whai manusia2 yg berhati kaca..... jgn ko taksub sgt dengan perasaan ko tu... ak pown mgkn sama tp ak tdk akan lepaskan trus kerna ak tahu ko kwn ak ke sape ke klo org lain ak x ksh,
nilai sahabat lg tinggi dari nilai percintaan, kerna sahabat adalah rakan ak smp mati,
jika ko tak ske bleh nyah dari jalan ak, x perlu marah ak dpn org kerna ak punya hati ko pown punya kat situ,
so jgn la terlalu syok sendiri kelak akan memakan diri,

wahai manusia berhati kaca,
aku hormat ko tp setelah itu ak tak tahulah,
ko pandai dan tunjuklah lagaklah semasa ko rasa sgt selesa,
tiada org nak halang so ko teruskan.

Belajar hormat org la..... org lain punya otak hati dan otak la,
ko punya jugak tp x gne!!!!!

aklah yg plg busuk,
aklah yg plg lembap,
aklah yg plg dungu katanya,
ko tak tahu ak dh mls nak layan ko
ko igt ko permata intan perlu ak letak ats kepala then junjung ko setiap masa,
hey sedarlah

sedarlah dimana ko berpijak,
tanah itu ttp rata wlpn ko berdiri disebalah seorg yg bertitle sekalipun
ak dan ko berada di level yg sama, jgn pernah ko taksub sekali pun berada di atas ko takkan merasa di atas selamanya.

nilai kecantikan seseorang itu bukaan dari wajahnya tetapi adalah keperibadiannya,
mgkn ko kata ak salah,
sape msh memegang prinsip itu,
ko igt smua org saama ke,
ko igt cara dan bahasa semua sama ke,
eh ko tak ptt berada disini,
kunolah engkau,

ak tak kisah ini lah ak,
org tua ak ckp selagi bleh hormat org tu kta hormat,
jgn sakitkan hati org tu sbb tak pasal akhirat nnt nak ne jumpa dia dulu sbb ramai lg kte nak jupe,
sedarlah x kemana pown tinggi nya bahasa manis ko klo ko takde nilai,
tp sekali u have cross the line its will consider i choose my way u choose ur own way...

maaf klo ak terkasar.
ak respect dengan org yg respect ak.

Dilema yg aku alami

x pernah ak mmhm perasaan ini
ini adalah perasaan yg hadir tanpa aku pinta
ak menolak, ak tahu ianya tidak mungkin
tp perasaan ini benar ak ikhlas
tp bukan pada org yg betul2 berhak
ak x mengerti ,ak faham kenapa hanya perasaan ini ak rasakan untuknya
ak lemah
ak x terdaya

ak dh cuba
tp ak tahu jika ak truskan maka akan beronak duri jlan ku
kenapa ak tdk kisah
knapa hanya padanya aku tunggu
sedangkan ramai lg ak boleh cari
kenapa hny pada dia
ak dlm dilema dgn jalan ini

sudah ak tahu, perasaan nya x sama dgn ak rasa
pernah air matanya mengalir untukku dengan ikhlas
pernah dia memikirkan akan diriku
pernah dia mengerti apa yg ak rasa
pernah dia merasakan betapa sakitnya hati ini
pernah dia
pernah itu
pernah ini
tidak...
dia x sya
kenapa kau
ak x mengerti...
perasaan itu ak mahu tp ak tahu itu bukan jalan bahagia untuk ku

Ya Allah tunjukkan ak jalan yg benar
jodohkan ak dengan org2 yg kau cintai
jauhkanlah ak dari org2 yg akan membinasakan diri ku amin.......

let's improve yourself!!!!

i'm jogging every evening, coz i felt that my body is totally not really acceptable in good condition.. huhuhuhu

kinda of going to vacation mood... pulau tioman... hurm... wondering if my father and my mother gv the permission for me to go along.... huhuhu

lalaalala..... syasya.... in d way of to move to another stage ,1.11.2010 i will be 23 years old.... ooo yeah "dh tua pown" but i must maintain the beauty inside me... yeay kelembutan,ketegasan,kemanisan,and kemelayuan, heeee manisnye...

hahaha i will try......

to be an engineer just on site but out of the site i'm a women!!!!!

yeay...... if i have the chance,, i want somebody who is really patience, nice, so kind, understand me, and cute!!! hehehehe lalala never found him... and hope Allah give me the chance before i die...

hurm... mmm

feels that better i just let u be what u want.... hurm seems that i just a disturbance...
may be i need time to really know what I want,
hurm u should go away don't u ever find me again coz u really not understand me... at all... i should just let u be the person that u really want... i'm tired of being hurt and u deserved someone that really nice,understood u n really really understood u...

if u read this... i know u will understand this... hurm... plz try learn to respect women...
and actually on that day i wnt to ask u about us...

what the purpose of u ding that at that nite... u know that u already cross the line of our friendship... i thought we just friends.... seems that u mean that as relationship of friends.. n with proud i say that it's totally wrong... may be i just blind that nite... blind wif my love to u...

but if someday u read this... this is about me... i know u not really n never interested about me... i think that u r already too late.. i give u trust but u just let it go.... n... u are really sweet talker i think.....

i fall for u... but i think u don't...u full alot and with plenty of reasons... i'm tired of heard all of your reasons.... and i know u very well....

may be u said that "so"... "better u just find someone else".... i think of that way.... and will try to find the person that can complete my live and accept me as i am...

and i don't know why i still can't forget u... but i will try.... i will

when??? i don't know....