hahaha.....

emosi ku terganggu ketika ini... disebabkan kesibukan yg amat tp aku tng jea.... jujurnya lah ta tau la aku apa akan jadi atas diriku... sdh tp tak berpenghujung.... klo wat nye pendek nyawa ak tp amalan krg nyesal x sudah.... dari kau pkir yg krg penting tu baik ko pkir yg berstar2 lagi penting... BTOLLLLLLL tepat sekali.....

dan bermula lah dari sekarang cabaran atas kau akan bermula.....

1. finish ur degree
2. bercuti!!! haaa ak nak tengok laut... sambil minum air jus oren air kelape ke.... haha
3. then ak nak jejak kaki ke singapore( nnt i upload gambar bnyk2 yea)]
4. ha tak nak kalah lg... target my cute miut car... mini2 u must have one....
5. ak nak trunkan berat badan skrg nie... jales la tgok org mcm papan hahahaa.... 49 kilos
6. haaa be a bijak pandai engineer la....
7. ak nak semua material tak pyh cite ah...
8. Once again twice la nak bnyk2 ... Menjejakkan kaki ke sana aku rindu..... ak rndu tmpat itu tp aku tau ak bnyk merah2 dari puth2.... kt sana la ak rse ak lg bahagia... princess syasya will go there again....
9. aku nak lupekan dia dpt x.... ??? heeheheh x pyh cube2 be a good friend as u can manage it tuhan x suke kita memutuskan sillaturrahim.. jodoh dan pertemuaan semua ditangannya.... okay princess... wake up before it's to late....
10. i want a printer la...... seksa tol xde printer nih.... hahaha xde kena mengena...
11. ak nak cepat2 hbskan degreee nih.... eden dah ponat dh.... rase nak hbskan mase ngan family jea.... tension dow blaja nie.... (aduai cam ne ko nak g oversea nie klo shah alam pown ko tak lepas nih)
12. and i think this is the last sebelu i grad hahahah nak g jalan2 cari makan satu malay sia semua pulau dan tempat2 nie akan ku terokai.... haaaaa lihat lah.... ak ku pergi....

tiada siapa yg mau baca my blog... so this my diary of the day hehehehe....
go2......

cry as u can

dun let that be the thing.... and u should learn by urself don't expect anythg he just the commercial break of ur story... if u dun get him u will get another man batter than him... trust Allah more than u trust him...u so weak if u acting like this... i wanna talk to somebody that will listen to... owh miss that a lot.... someone that will ask me how do u do?? what happen today... ?? and get laugh together and i can cry when i'm tension... i miss that person who are care for me...

may be this just a sad story from me... and finally i can cry...

i think i have lost something inside me... i just let it go....

Love go away>>>> next plz.....

i wanna a new guy.... a new vision and mission.... i wanna a new subject....... i wanna respect himmm i think i'm ready la.... but just wait.... i dun know.. if ade jodoh ade la hahahaha.........

wat i'm think of.... hehehehe always pms y ha???? hurm remembered Allah a lot k.... in wat u do....

target.... to lose my weight 49klos >>>> gambatte.....

syahida

syahida's waiting for her November... and i think again..... it will be the most boring month... as usual.... and i'm already 23... plus minus i hav only 4 years to make sure i be a good engineer.... owh i wanna build my own house... with my own design... owh m house.... my husband will be of course u r not allowed la....hahahaha.... be ware... u have to make sure that u have ilmu, solat 5 waktu,hormat org tua dan perempuan,if in case ko tu rase2 miang kan....x pyh try la..... ak takberminat buang masa jea... u can make me laugh.... and sggp mkn masakkan saye la.... yg plg sdp lam dunia nie..... hahahahahahaha if u give me a cat for my present... haaaaaa i think u r the one on my list keh2..... i love cat so much!!!!!! and ada lagi..... pndai2 sendiri r..... tkkn nak kc tau smua.... hahahaha mmg smp bila2 ak tak berlaki.... x pew.... mane tau dpt lg tanpam handsome lagi kacak bergaya hahahahahhaha.........

LOVE hahaha aku hanya nk menggoreng jew

LOVE is unknown feeling... and u never realize that u like him and her.... haaaaaa it is a fact.


im just wanna be me.... i wanna be somebody... how pain i feel is the best thing i ever experienced.. and now i'm trying not to believe because i just not that girl anymore... i don't know... trying to find the best for u rather than choose me... and i know may b not 2 or 3 or 4 u r i don't know.... try learn to respect a woman....

woman not the thing that u can pull a side....

to make sure u get her love she want to see ur patient,how u protect her, how u want to make sure that she really important to u... use the technology and men always give reasons ... may b typical man will think that if ade jodoh ade.... but for me... the process is important... im not gonna easily accept coz i don't really know you.... if you wanna get to know each other aftr the marriage i think it is too late...
if
anything happen at the middle of relationship wat happen... that is the reason why so many adult is cerai...

im not looking after i graduate and everyone should ready wif their man.... oh no.... im not have one... ooooooo im just sick of this.. may be not now just wait and see.... but think after the marrige... the sweet part may be just 1 or 2 years... and after that what will happen... i want a happy family

to really know each other u need lengthy of time to understand him or her....

i don't know sometime i just not really confident... i'm feel that may be u make me waiting than after that i will do that back to you... (for the certain case which if a men let the girl go means that he really love her..) hahahaha okay... im not trust this

to b continue

yo!!!! i hate u...

never though u want me back.... watch out wif ur words... coz i'm not that girl u know

think of

finish my degree
i hav to choose either to be a policewoman or to be an engineer

if i hav the chance....i wanna join all the charity body... baby hatch
and i wanna to find the solution to demolish the children beg for money at restorant because i think it should not be happen at develop country like Malaysia..... idont like!!!! they suppose go to school and study.....

i wanna do more before i die.... i wanna to make another peoples happy.....

because my personal life doesn't guarantee that i will found somebody which really suit wif me... and this is another way that i wanna helping others... first help your friends, sisters and brothers the people around u...

i hope i have the chance....