Monday, December 5, 2011

Love!!!! and Love... and much of love... My new collection!!!


Yeah!!!!

Confusion

hahaha sometime i want to laugh... until i cry non stop..!!! i will get down and mad so easily... and sometime smiles without any reasons that i should smile.. i'm crazy man...!!! owh what should i do...????

Thursday, November 24, 2011

25/11/2011 on the way back from MY Site

Find another place to breath

if my heart was place at outside... it may full with bandage... sick.. look old... but still can be used...

HAHAHa... what for?? he's OKAY la girl... never turn back... look what are waiting for u.. HE was your past... He never want you back... and u can't have him back...

Leave all these matters to Allah S.W.T...

He so close with girls... u want that type of men...
NO!!!

Bla2... and HE always playing around my HEad... even i want to ignore or delete him...or vanished all the memories... i can't...

off on love....

and NOW my bright future...
hahaha...thinking of to be a good engineer... but i love to spend all my time with nothing but talking to this blogger.. i may not post a lot.. BUT i have wrote all in my diary... i love to write and paste everything i loves .. Secret book.. haha... not about secret lovers it's the colours of my heart....

photography is unique... you express about your feelings and creativity.. to be honest i'm still new on this... but it is not to late to learn... kan... so hahaha.. i will post all my marshmallows.. it may not really beautiful and full with effects but.. i will share what i see from my eyes...

*bercakap nak post mcm ak famous jea... HAHAHA... who cares man... this is my own world!!!!
:))))

Friday, September 16, 2011

Miss u MAK!!


mak kami datang...
kami hadiahkan mak YAASIN...
semoga mak tenang eh kat sane...
Kami kat sini x penah lpe mak...
LOVE u MAK...!!

i really miss u mak...
dengar leteran mak....

if i have a chance... i want to kiss ur cheek just for once...
LOVE U MAK...

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Ramadhan Ya Ramadhan

Tenang nya hati ku setenang bulan ramadhan ini... berbuka kemudian bertarawikh... secara jujurnya sebelum ini ak hlg akan kemanisannya iman... Ak seakan tersedar.. Dimanakah ak di sisi Allah S.W.T??? bukan ak mahu berceramah tp inilah yang benar.... ak punya skp angkuh ,smbg, iri hati , dan cemburu yang sgt tebal tanpa aku sedar.. smua itu hanya sifat2 kotor dlm diri aku... Apa ak buat nie?? ak sedar tak dimana ak berpijak?? ak nie tamak kah... atau ak nie seorang yang tidak tahu bersyukur... Nauzubillah...

Bacaan Al -Quran melembutkan tebalnya pintu hatiku... ak kini mudah mengalirkan air mata jika ak terkenang dek dosa2 ak sblm ini... jika dulu hati ini keras cepat saja meninggalkan tikar sejadah tanpa ak sempat berbual seketika dengan Nya. Sungguh angkuh diri ini... Sombong...

Tidak rugi jika aku mengadu, menangis... Sesungguhnya dia Sedang melihat ku... Dia tahu aku siapa, faham setiap detik hatiku,aku sentiasa diperhatikan.


Aku hanya mahu setiap nafas,gerak aku , kata aku hanya utuk Nya. Aku mahu jatuh cinta sepenuh jiwa raga aku kepada NYa. Aku benci akan diriku yang bodoh tidak mengenal dosa serta pahala. Aku hanya mahu DIA.. Ya Allah kenapa ak terlalu alpa dan mudah melupakan mu.


Jangan sesekali kau ttp hati ini setelah kau membukanya.... Bantulah aku Ya Allah.

HAYATI RAMADHAN YANG INDAH INI, CUBA MELAWAN HAWA NAFSU SESUNGGUHNYA KAU SDG DIUJI. PERCAYALAH SETIAP UJIANNYA MENUNJUKKAN DIA SEMAKIN DEKAT DENGAN KITA.

Tiada kekosongan jika kau benar2 mencintaiNya. Percayalah Syahida.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

what i want!!!!!!!

mMMMM what i reaLLY DREAMING OF!!! what i want to be...???? an engineer or a policewoman or a business women... or or a lecturer??? owh i hate this... i want a new life... that really make my life exciting... hehehe.. with the colours of FUN.. HAPPY... heee..

i can be anything i think laaa... hurm... huRRRMMM... right... just make urself better girl... u worth someone better... don't be muncung and garang girl.... plzzz i'm begging U!!!! org kaco ko ko bleh wat senyum kambing kow tu... heee i look cool what... hahahaha... then my hand automatic up and say owh... heeee HEEEEEEEE leave me alone!!!!! kan.... HOWTTTT dow... hahaha

bukan ape... ak mmg menci llk yg xde kije say hi.. sorunk ke or... weweit ke... so not have attitude... cbe jd gentleman kan...

huh!!!

mcm slalu nmpak u kat sni eh...
then sorry laa ggu u... actually i need teman berbual jea if u okay lah... AHAKSSS
x leh blah... i think better i write a novel kan... because i have something precious in my head that i can throw out all these rubbish hehEHEHEHE...

aHHAHAHA out of topic dr tgh pkir nak kije ape then melalut sampai nk write novel laks....
hehehe okay what... ???

mane tahu i found the guy that have same likes as me... keh2... i need to improve this broken english very soon.. cause i can't wait to go to the oversea... and find friends... hehehe... right... so that it...

i hope i'm not LOST...

LOVE my family so much... my Y.brothers and Y.sisters...
and last but not least.. MAy Allah s.w.t bless us all.. Amin.