Falling in love again and again

If a wish come true,
Please throw your sorrow,
into my chest and,
i will endure the pain,
Though i'm small, i found you,
in the future unfinished drawing.

Goodbye,Thank You, love you, love you,
Goodbye, Please Smile, Don't cry, What a FOOL,
The words i want to tell flows endlessly,
I will fall in love with you again and again.

If your wish come true,
It is said that i will give my all from my heart,
Even if i disappear, I found you,
With the heart stained with love that did't disappear.

Goodbye,Till we meet again, I'm sorry, I love you,
Goodbye,please smile, don't be mad, What a FOOL,
Missing you is painful, it is enough for me dear,
You and me will fall in love gain and again.

Don't forget the eyes which in love,
and the bright lovely pain you gave me.
Forever.

I will cry again and again, I love you,
Goodbye....

Tangis

I watched these Japanese movie "I Give My First Love to You" it's looked like i the one who lost my boyfriend.. God take him from me... who had the heart diseases and only can be saved with transplant a new heart ..

Owh i'm crying like a waterfall on my face....

Takuma-san and Mayu-san...

I just put myself in their situation....

How they appreciate their love since the God already state the limit for him to live..

And in real life: kenapa manusia msh tdk menghargai apa yg mereka ada...

Seperti biasa...

aku dh kate... kan... mcm biase... smua pown.... ape kate
tu la ak nk wat...
kenape yea... kenape aku jenis baik sgt... hahaha

And finally ak rase ak perlu... hahaha... u and mane2 pun same jea...
u igt u lain ke.... same jea....
and u igt u unique ke same jea....

DIAMLAH!!!!!

i don't care lah... jnj aku x kco hdp sape2....
HA....
Sekarang aku akan wat langkah pencegahan awal....
hbs jea degree... aku buat pencegahan permanently....
agak2 dh selesa... aku truskan.... OKAY....
So boleh r aku bukak ladang ternak lembu dan kambing... YES!!!!!

I Found This Video

Every time i'm listening to dis song... i felt smthg strange...
Terimalah Taubatku by Ina Rovi hijab's singer from Indonesia...

It is not only a song... how she truly felt guilt for her sins..

Ampunilah aku Tuhan dan terimalah Taubatku....

Jurang Hakikat

ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Mahu ak teriak biar smua nya pergi...!!!!!
LAut mane kau....
Jauh... Kaki ak tak sampai...


Bahang... bahang dosa?? mungkin..
Mahu ak capai bintang yg plg jauh..
TAPi ak hanya mampu berdiri dan melihat dari jauh..

Mahu ak muntah kan semua ulat malas nie...
Badan tenat apa yg msh kau tunggu...
lena dibuai mmp akhirnya..

Mencari teman mahu ak berbicara kosong...
tidak ak... jangan perasan...
Tahu ak apa batas ak...

Tolong!!!! aku mahu kau pergi!!! tak ksh ak apa kau fikir...

mahu aku mengembara sendiri menghayati indahnya ciptaan tuhan
mahu aku mengenal dan mencari erti hidup aku
mahu aku dalami apa yg aku krg...
mahu aku bersedia jika ak dijemput pulang
mahu aku menjadi berani... Takut pada yg SATU
mahu aku setiap nafasku kerana ILLAHI... Bukan org lain...
Mencari Cinta yang membawa KEPADA MU Pencipta

AKU yg lemah....

Suddenly!!!

I have no class for 10,11 wahhhh!!!!! hahaha... and kije pown melambak lah nampaknye... hurm...

MKN Malam: subway

hahaha gle ah.... btol i will stop all types of carbonaras... which make me gain more weight... so i should stop before i reach 60 kg... ahhhh where is my target to lose 7 kgs dis year... so i can wear my dreaming dress on my convocation day... argh... and take those crazy pictures at that pokok!!!! gleeee ah.... i can't wait... please time... move faster kay... hahaha...

and seriously... i need to be serious in searching my partner of my life.. b'coz they keep asking me... why u don't have one... u should have now.. !!!!
and i think better after i'm continuing my master then i will decide... hoho... what i can say... bcoz i think i'm not matured enough to get a husband or have childrens... the naluri which deep inside said: i want.. but not on this year may be another 2 years... i still searching ma.... i'm not a men... which can easily go to any girls out there... pakai kacak2 skit then ask... u nak tak kwn ngan i.... ??? melompatlah if suddenly a guy did that... so do i... haha... eee x mo... ini pasangan sepanjang hayat not in short period of time.. so hardlah...

lalala and suddenly change the topic.. who knows right if i will get married dis year... hahahaha... anak raja for sure... hahaha ee materialistic lah...

no//// big NO

hahaha iman and mane2 pown IMAN lah plg penting.. galak pun ade limit right... so.. i kind of slumber... alah relax lah... chill kay... hahahah... dah merepek dh...

and now i need to prepare for the project and resources management test for tomorrow... which basically about... what is the project management...??? Who need to prepare the Project Charter ?? Not just that they are a lot.... i just can't write it down bcoz too boring.. haha with the complicated words that not easy to remember.... owh man... i wish i have a robot yawwww!!!! to read all this ilmussss......

and i should focus NOW!!!! and will be continue..

Help Me

Help me i can't breath,
huh a lot of works that i need to do and be done before march...
owhhh really need someone that can help me... or a personal assistance may be... hahaha FYP seriously did not have any progress since January... OMG syasya.... what happen to u girl... u have everythg.. don't ya feel any... what.. some of regret feelings in ur heart. Of course i want a big scream for you SYASYA.... i already had for a couple of months lah... hahaha never mind just make sure that u will be back on the right track kay... keep repeating play dis song... oh i'm really gonna die... heart song