Manusia2 Human2

Bila dh terlepas baru terkenang,
takkan rasa skrglah,
dh agak lama bru rasa,

Sbb ape??

Ak rase bnyk mase ag,
Leka ah,
Masih melayan jea,
Macam bot hanyut.

Kaulah!!! sape lagi...

Ak rase mude lg,
nak ksh ape,
Ak hot kot,
nak ksh ape,
tol x?

Silap lah...
Boleh ak tanye...??

Bape petala langit yg kau tahu??
Doa dlm smbhyg tu.. ko dh master ke?? xde tercicir yea??
Tanggungjawab ko?? adik2 mak bapak tuh... agak rase mcm sempurna ke??

(ak rase ini yg ak rase.. xde yg lain... harap aku x berpijak diatas awan yg membuatkan aku lupa daratan... nauzubillah...)

Sampah

kala baca post lama...
mcm haprak kain busuk!!!
Mual,pening itu yg ak rasa
msh ada siang dan malam jika diberi peluang
bakalan ak perbaiki diri.

Wangi...
Ak suka sgt...
Jika ak teringin bau syurga...??

Tanya tanah yg berupa manusia ini,
Adakah kau layak???
Kau leka..
kau tak pernah nak berubah..
Kau degil..

YA aku sgt degil..

Rembesan jiwa

hati panas
hati sejuk
hati cinta
hati rajuk
hati suci
hati kotor
hati batu
hati-hati

hati berbicara ak suka
hati bisu ak rase mati

hati duga
kadang salah.

akal ni ade iman, hati putih
bukan mudah.

hye guyzzzzz

owh very bored post lately... cause I've got nothing to write actually...

Final year project is ruin my life... i can't even think about small things more than FYP IDP Business study and bla2...

i hope it will reach the end very soon cause... i want my life back!!!!! o my goddddd

at this age y i don't care about me haa.... don't have partner pun its okay... i boleh hidup ngan my family lah... and... " i don't need a ring" haaa so mething wrong if i've say that... actually i want, i'm not meet him yet... yg before or easily call as ex... is not gonnna be a perfect one for me with his previous record.. i wanna cool and relax and chill man... hahaha ensem2 one...

hahahaha.. terdesak ke???!! x heee... just entah... slagi x jumpe, muke ak akn jd mcm nie ble jumpe llk -_- hahahaa... who cares...

haaa.... i got new laptop.. hp brand.. entah tetiba nak beli hp... hahahah... kecik sgt la before ssh nak do my work...

and lastly from me... respect others if u wanna others to respect you... kay that's it...

love to write bebelan hati ku... but i hope i have the ideas soon.. kumpul idea lu... daaa

PAGI aku...!!

bgn pagi-pagi gosok gg... solat subuh... pas tu ak x pat tdo...
joging satu round pun jd lew... pergi la aku berlari-lari...

blk jea ak berenti kat mydin sat beli honeydew...
pahit skt tak sdp... haahaha ak main ambik jea bkn ak reti plh pown...

time kat mydin..
pas ak plh honeydew ak pun ape g... nak bayar la kan bwk 10 hinggit jea... haha nk bli ape sgt( tactic spy ak x boros!!) at the counter mata nie and hati terjatuh hati kat kit kaat... hahaaha korunk la nie pekerjea mydin... duk show coklat lak dpn ak... taak tahan... ak pun ambik r...

balik umah.... ak rase nak berbuai lah.... hahahaa ape g... ak pown pg la kat tmn.. bwh umah ak jea... berbuai smbl mkn kit kat...

hahaha lyn perasaan jea... best rupenye single... and muda sentiasa... keh2... leh x... ak nk mude snts... hahahaaha....

tetiba lepas beberapa ketika buhsan lak ambik phone... kol2 smua manusia yg dlm cntc no... (member jea r) sorunk pown x jwb... hahaha... ksn ak... tetiba klo de partner leh aak kol dier... hahaa... n pakse dier main buai...

so disebabkan x de... ak pown ltk lah blk phone ak lam handbag bunge2 ak...

layan perasaan lg....

dah 2 mlm nih....

ckp 3 mlm mmg sah lah!!! hahhaha

ehek... kenapa??!!! mcm xde pelakon lain... huhhuhhuhuhu... xde plak ak buat solat sunat istakarah...

so... di pikir2... biarlah...

bukan leh wat pape pown kan...

buat bodo jea....

dh rase bosan duk atas buai tu ak pon balik r... dh ade mamat kat atas bgn pg kol10.. he say hi... i say bye!!! hahaha

duk lam lift buruk!!! ble la agaknye nak tkr lift nie... tiap2 bln ak byr 35... klo setahun dah 420.. klo sepuluh taun 4200.. klo dah 700 penghuni nye tak ke leh tkr lift dah... kedekut lah... lampu pown bru ak nmpk mantainence staff tkr slps 2 taun ak duk sni... gle truk kan....

hurm... umah ak kat gkat 7 la... my fav no...

msuk umah jea pkir keje bnyk... penat la... hahaha.... xde smgt lgsg... heeeee ape nak jd ngan ak nie... Engineer MALAYSIA.... bgn lah!!!!

tetiba tergerak hati nak tengok tikus 2 ekor tuh... (member ak punye)...
tersentuh jiwa ak.... tunya mati!!!!!! aduh.... keras dah .... aduh.... ak dh membunuh seekor tikus.... atan jea hdp.... z( atan dan tunya nama bg 2 ekor tks)

sdh seketika sbb yg selalu nya ada tetiba hilang...

aku rase indah kadang gelisah... entah apa ak pkir...

seronok tngok org gembira... tp entah.. ak mls pkir...

fyp... idp... and bnyk nye.....

Mimpi

Ak sering!!!
Bermimpi.. Menikah when i'm not ready to get married.. And that person is not the one i love.. Watak itu slalu dtg last minute.. He is not the hero... But the big y is why he still ... U r not invited person.. Jd x meriah my mimpi la!!! Last2 ko msti dtg ala2 superman... Aish.. Bukan dtg show his face!!! But just ym jea time ku mahu menikah... Adakah ianya satu permainan ke ape...

Apa hanya warning!!! Don't u eva do the stupid thing if u r trying to forget someone..
Such as get married with the person u r not love... Or... I need to try maaa u r not so important to him... Just send the massage from ym and he said owh OMG u already have about 22,xxx,xxx fans... And i cannot add u because some limit that have in fb.. And bla2 after a long time... Just that!!! And me tgh dlm preparation nak pg kawin by a bicycle??? Aduh... Dah mcm org putih nak p kawin daaaa.. Vintage gle hahaha... But i had a nice dress haha.. And i can't see the GUY.... Hoho... Sgguh kecewa...

Tet... Ape daa punye mimpi... Haha... But really fun.. Nk mengayuh barangkali.. Jom!! Bkt cerakah kay... Hehehe...

Rindu

Hurm actually i felt something not right... But again who cares.. Hehehe just continue my degree for the last part that i have.. Hope so... Switch to bm mode..

Mahu ku kejar pelangi indah..
Batu yg aku genggam
Permata ku sangkakan benar2 batu!!!

Gila panas bdn ku
Hati kata sejak bila kau peduli
Tertunduk ak

Pasir pantai ku pijak
Kuramas sehingga trbenam kaki ku
Tenang deruan ombak
Pandangan ku sejuk
MasyaAllah ....

Jika ada dia hadir benar2 dlm hdpku...
Bakal Al quran yg kupinta
Tikar sejadah
Baik
Soleh

Itulah mas kwn ku...
Honeymoon: ku hanya mahu pohon restu disana

Ak tidak mahu lg mlkkn kslpn yg sama
Ak yg lemah
Ckp lah noktah ku sampai di situ..

Ak sdh tdk sggp..
Bakalan menjelma hari itu.
Menunggu ku dengan sabar dan ikhlas.
Kerna hanya aku pohon keredhaan drNya.
Jika ak berniat baik InsyaAllah..
Hanya pada Nya ku meminta...