hurm... mmm

feels that better i just let u be what u want.... hurm seems that i just a disturbance...
may be i need time to really know what I want,
hurm u should go away don't u ever find me again coz u really not understand me... at all... i should just let u be the person that u really want... i'm tired of being hurt and u deserved someone that really nice,understood u n really really understood u...

if u read this... i know u will understand this... hurm... plz try learn to respect women...
and actually on that day i wnt to ask u about us...

what the purpose of u ding that at that nite... u know that u already cross the line of our friendship... i thought we just friends.... seems that u mean that as relationship of friends.. n with proud i say that it's totally wrong... may be i just blind that nite... blind wif my love to u...

but if someday u read this... this is about me... i know u not really n never interested about me... i think that u r already too late.. i give u trust but u just let it go.... n... u are really sweet talker i think.....

i fall for u... but i think u don't...u full alot and with plenty of reasons... i'm tired of heard all of your reasons.... and i know u very well....

may be u said that "so"... "better u just find someone else".... i think of that way.... and will try to find the person that can complete my live and accept me as i am...

and i don't know why i still can't forget u... but i will try.... i will

when??? i don't know....

rosak2

tet2... hp ak msh rosak... tatkala aku merasakan akn ku campak ko jauh2.... ko menipu!!! hah?? adekah hp tpu atau ade yg bukan... atu bukan2 hahaha..

ak nk campak ko jauh2 pas nie... jgn ko dtg dh...!!!!! cari la tuan lain... ak x mahu kau lg!!! kali ni ak rase final decision..... xberjadoh kountuk bertuan kan ak.... find the better tuan yg bleh thn ngan kau k.... ak x dpt!!!

ko selalu rosak... kini kau rosak lg... ko rosak dan menyakiti ak untuk yg kali ke berape... ak x dpt nak blg la.... pergilah... ak lepaskan kau....

lepas geram!!!!! mek geram nie.......

why u r..... haaaaaaa sape2 la x yah kc tau name..... always when u go there i will be just smthg that yg melekat kt celah gg tunggu nak ne berus then akan hlg apabila gg dh bersih.... ape tu.... x phm.... tp aku geram la.... minah lain lu leh lak layan.... waa kwn lu gak.... bkn spesel pown....jap klo dier x nk layan ko nak pakse wat pew..... ha tu la.....

tp aku geram gaak la.... geram2....aritu herm x pyh cte.... tp ini x adil.... ak leh sue dier tau under my akta ke.... masuk division2 and sub2 nnt.... aish geram..... for future no more.... i will not surrender k....

nsb la ak yg dat kind yg blur2..... klo ak cepat ak dh basuk pakai sabun clorox tau x>>>> fab total gik...... aduai.....

geram...... selalunya aku wat hermmmmm tak pew tak ksh.... at least u calll me.... smp bla ak nk wat baik then org pijak wa nye kepale.... geram sgt..... aduai....

haaaaa geram....... and wa tak ksh lew de lu nak ngan musang ke cawan ke pring kew.... jnj wa bahagia.... n pas nie tetap kawan!!!!! until die2.....

leh caye kew??? leh la..... to get me again fyi is not easy as u think k.....

hurm dah la.... hbs gerammm.....aduh... bestnye.... lega jap.... pas nie no view2 dah.... wat dodol jea.... k..... klo ble cam concrete campur batu gunung k..... nothing will happen u know that k..... btwn u n lion king...

u find the prince charming k..... :)

hahaha.....

emosi ku terganggu ketika ini... disebabkan kesibukan yg amat tp aku tng jea.... jujurnya lah ta tau la aku apa akan jadi atas diriku... sdh tp tak berpenghujung.... klo wat nye pendek nyawa ak tp amalan krg nyesal x sudah.... dari kau pkir yg krg penting tu baik ko pkir yg berstar2 lagi penting... BTOLLLLLLL tepat sekali.....

dan bermula lah dari sekarang cabaran atas kau akan bermula.....

1. finish ur degree
2. bercuti!!! haaa ak nak tengok laut... sambil minum air jus oren air kelape ke.... haha
3. then ak nak jejak kaki ke singapore( nnt i upload gambar bnyk2 yea)]
4. ha tak nak kalah lg... target my cute miut car... mini2 u must have one....
5. ak nak trunkan berat badan skrg nie... jales la tgok org mcm papan hahahaa.... 49 kilos
6. haaa be a bijak pandai engineer la....
7. ak nak semua material tak pyh cite ah...
8. Once again twice la nak bnyk2 ... Menjejakkan kaki ke sana aku rindu..... ak rndu tmpat itu tp aku tau ak bnyk merah2 dari puth2.... kt sana la ak rse ak lg bahagia... princess syasya will go there again....
9. aku nak lupekan dia dpt x.... ??? heeheheh x pyh cube2 be a good friend as u can manage it tuhan x suke kita memutuskan sillaturrahim.. jodoh dan pertemuaan semua ditangannya.... okay princess... wake up before it's to late....
10. i want a printer la...... seksa tol xde printer nih.... hahaha xde kena mengena...
11. ak nak cepat2 hbskan degreee nih.... eden dah ponat dh.... rase nak hbskan mase ngan family jea.... tension dow blaja nie.... (aduai cam ne ko nak g oversea nie klo shah alam pown ko tak lepas nih)
12. and i think this is the last sebelu i grad hahahah nak g jalan2 cari makan satu malay sia semua pulau dan tempat2 nie akan ku terokai.... haaaaa lihat lah.... ak ku pergi....

tiada siapa yg mau baca my blog... so this my diary of the day hehehehe....
go2......

cry as u can

dun let that be the thing.... and u should learn by urself don't expect anythg he just the commercial break of ur story... if u dun get him u will get another man batter than him... trust Allah more than u trust him...u so weak if u acting like this... i wanna talk to somebody that will listen to... owh miss that a lot.... someone that will ask me how do u do?? what happen today... ?? and get laugh together and i can cry when i'm tension... i miss that person who are care for me...

may be this just a sad story from me... and finally i can cry...

i think i have lost something inside me... i just let it go....

Love go away>>>> next plz.....

i wanna a new guy.... a new vision and mission.... i wanna a new subject....... i wanna respect himmm i think i'm ready la.... but just wait.... i dun know.. if ade jodoh ade la hahahaha.........

wat i'm think of.... hehehehe always pms y ha???? hurm remembered Allah a lot k.... in wat u do....

target.... to lose my weight 49klos >>>> gambatte.....

syahida

syahida's waiting for her November... and i think again..... it will be the most boring month... as usual.... and i'm already 23... plus minus i hav only 4 years to make sure i be a good engineer.... owh i wanna build my own house... with my own design... owh m house.... my husband will be of course u r not allowed la....hahahaha.... be ware... u have to make sure that u have ilmu, solat 5 waktu,hormat org tua dan perempuan,if in case ko tu rase2 miang kan....x pyh try la..... ak takberminat buang masa jea... u can make me laugh.... and sggp mkn masakkan saye la.... yg plg sdp lam dunia nie..... hahahahahahaha if u give me a cat for my present... haaaaaa i think u r the one on my list keh2..... i love cat so much!!!!!! and ada lagi..... pndai2 sendiri r..... tkkn nak kc tau smua.... hahahaha mmg smp bila2 ak tak berlaki.... x pew.... mane tau dpt lg tanpam handsome lagi kacak bergaya hahahahahhaha.........